have you ever thought of someone who doesn't exist in a moment then come in the right time and change everything..
i believe that someday someone will come and give me back those tummy butterflies, fast heart beats and happy sleepless nights. i want to find MY TRUE LOVE.
maybe this things happen for a reason , why i am here.. why i can’t be those people who i want to be. maybe god give me this life so i can fulfill whatever challenge he may give. just believe ! and in time you will get there .. to where he wants you to be.
i know i still love him and i thought it was enough just to be his shadow in his own moments because he was happy with his life, but sometimes even if you already moved on you still keep on wishing that one day you will be the one who give him what love he deserves. yea im such fool for still hoping that one day there would be us.
the truth is sometimes i feel down when some of my old school mates have those job that i want, but i realize i guess it is not for me or the path im taking right now is the one that i choose because that’s where i can do my the best. sometimes in life all you have to do is be contented and be grateful because in fact this job that i have is a blessing. its the one the i always wish when i have difficulties when i always ask for any job that will help me and my family financially.
i hate that sometimes i think of him and sigh.. “namimiss ko si bhezie”. kaso hindi kami yung super friends minsan kasi naiirita or naiinis ako sa ugali nya pero minsan naman ok na yung anjan lang sya, haha mag best friend nga kami.
gawd nothing to do .. is this what i get after quitting with the job the sucks out of me?. im not going to give up that thing if i knew that i would enjoy doing it. then here i am 2 months and still finding the right thing for me. little sucks and still im lost.. oh common where the hell are you. ?